Likewise, for me, I don't want to beat someone because they ran a bad race and I ran the same as I always do. I don't want to win a race because the faster people didn't show. I've always said, I'd rather run well and lose than run poorly and win. I had one of each over the past month.
Run Poorly and Win: After taking some time to recuperate mentally and physically in my short off-season, I came back to running with a couple of goals. 1. Do NOT get injured 2. Increase mileage and endurance above what I was doing last year 3. Get faster. A part of accomplishing this plan was my purchase and use of the Hoka overstuffed shoes, which I raved about in the past few blogs. These shoes feel so good to run in and I used them exclusively for 2 full months. During this time, I ran two short races, a 4 miler and a 5K. My fitness level is good and solid, so my expectation was to be able to run comparable to what I typically do, keeping a sub-6 minute pace while controlling the race and not let it control me. Race #1 caught my attention when I failed to run even close to my past speeds. I was well over a minute slower. I felt confident that race #2 would fare much better with the additional weeks of training and speed work. For race #2 I decided not only to train in Hokas but to also race in them. After all, I discovered that after wearing these shoes, switching back to normally cushioned shoes was painful. Race #2 was Roses en la Playa and I knew very well that I could and have run 18:18 or better on that course. This was going to be a real test. A test to see if my speed was returning; a test to see if the Hokas make good racing shoes; a test to see where I am in preparation for the race that matters. The result: I ran poorly but won the race. I hated the race and I hated how I felt as I dragged my body up and down the hill. Crossing the line as the first female yet knowing I shouldn't have is really not a good feeling. That day, I really didn't win. I ran 18:53, over 30 seconds slower than my previous efforts on that same course. I felt inefficient, like I was fighting my body, fighting the ground. And I finished shaking my head and wondering "what was going on?"
|Hoka on the Left; Regular Reebok on the Right.|
It took all of one second of realizing this to decide I would immediately switch back to full-time in my regular shoes. I'm not totally forsaking the Hokas, but I am reassigning them to recovery days and extra long run days. Once I made the switch and got through the initial soreness that ensued, I found my strong stride again. My running began to feel more efficient again and every stride felt strong. Best of all, I felt my body doing the work. I felt the pressure in my calves, and the strain against my tendons. I felt the muscles in my feet firing. I felt the ground again. And thus is how I have been training over the past month.
Run Well and Lose: Last weekend John and I traveled down to Newport Beach to compete in the Newport-Mesa Spirit Run 5K. For me it was another big test. It had to be different for me this time. There was no reason for it not to be better, with the exception of the fact that we were going into the race fatigued from hard training. There isn't any tapering for these lead up races so we have to factor in the possible effect. Other than tired legs, I felt this was going to be a better experience. I also had the opportunity to compete against a phenomenal Masters female who beat me 5 times last year. I chased her all year but she was just a bit stronger than me every time. Maybe this year would be different. I planned on it being different.
The weather was cool, overcast and calm, even a few drops of rain on the starting line. The course was neither difficult nor easy. The first mile and a half was a gradual uphill, and the journey through the remainder was some down, some flat, some up, and many turns. But nothing too drastic except one unfriendly hairpin. As is always the case, my blond master adversary took off from the start running, in my opinion, too fast. Knowing this I didn't panic nor feel like I had to go with her. I was not planning on draining myself needlessly on the uphill portion of the race, so I economized. I was rather more focused on how good my stride felt and how completely different I was feeling as compared to last week's race. Although it was the toughest mile of the three, my first mile clicked off at 5:52 and I felt fine. There she was, blond ponytail bouncing up ahead of me but I felt in control of myself. We turned up a new street, still no reprieve from the hill and made our way around a block. I put no mind to what place I was in because often it is hard to know. I was running for some prize money in the masters category and unless it's obvious, to me everyone looks young. I had no way of knowing of the few women I saw up ahead, who was over 40. I just focused on the one ahead of me.
After our go around the block, we were into the second half of the race, and heading down a slope. It wasn't a dramatic slope, just slight, just enough to allow a pick up in the pace or a moment of recovery. Mile two came and went in 5:53 and I still felt in control of myself. I was getting closer to her. My pace stayed the same while hers had slowed. We turned off the main road again for another loop and when we finally came back out onto the main road and she was just ahead of me. At this point I knew I could catch her but the question was, did I want to catch her yet? We still had three-quarters of a mile to go. Was I ready to battle? I decided to let my pace dictate itself regardless of who was in front of me. I eventually caught up to her and ran on her shoulder, waiting for her to pick up the pace. I didn't want to pass only to be passed up again. Our course turned uphill again and we approached one more excursion off of the main road onto a short out-n-back on a side street. I pushed it, passed her and put some yards between us. By the time I got to our side street I knew I had her. She couldn't respond to my move and I pulled away. Somewhere in here, the third mile clicked off in 5:55. Once back onto the main road we had but a few meters to the finish. There were two women just ahead of me and I watched them cross the line, and soon joined them in that heavenly place of the finishing chute. I took a moment to pose for the photographer and shook the hands of the women ahead of me, and waiting for her to finish. She doubled-over and then managed a handshake. She ran a decent race, I ran a better race. I didn't beat her because she ran poorly, I beat her because I ran well. This time. I'll meet her again in a few weeks. We'll see how that goes. I respect her because she has been at the top before and she is fierce. Incidentally, I was the fourth overall female, and third overall master female. Masters women took four of the top five top women's spots in the race.
This was a USATF sanctioned event and the course was certified and chip timed. I ran 18:34 on this day. But the extra difference is this. On this course, my Garmin showed that we ran 3.16. On the Roses en la Playa course, which is not accurately measured, nor certified, my watch showed 3.09. The difference between the two courses was .07 which is around 112 meters or about 20 seconds. Taking this into account, this weeks race was almost 40 seconds faster than the race the week before. Running with accurate timing, on an accurate course is so important if you want to know what you are truly capable of. I have to say that because of this I am often frustrated by approximate courses and old school timing techniques. The inaccuracies make a big difference to me.
So I had a better race, beat a particular opponent for the first time, got a realistic idea of where I am. We have one more build-up 5K in Agoura Hills in a few weeks and then it's on to the Carlsbad 5000. I'm hoping the CBad brings the best out of me. That's really what I'm chasing. To just be the best I am able to be.